Why we decided to have it there I am now questioning.
The house isn't small, but it isn't gigantic either.
And there is no good parking.... at all.
170 acres and no parking.
So our solution is to have everyone park at the neighbors house and get a van to shuttle people down the mile long driveway.
I volunteered my husband to do the chauffeuring.
The day had me feeling like my head was floating above my body.
You know that feeling of " I can't believe I am here and this is happening right now" feeling.
So yesterday I went and looked at a horse that's for sale.
Yes, I know it sounds like a very strange thing to do.
But I needed the distraction.
I needed to do something for me.
I decided not to buy him.
It's just such bad timing.
And here is where I cuss... I hate that stupid f*cking windows movie maker.
I've been working on a slide show for days, I get so frustrated with it.
You know.. in between crying and laughing.. it makes me frustrated.
The end product will be fantastic but I'm being severely anal about the whole thing.
I want life back to normal, but now I don't know what normal is.
Maybe after Saturday...